Working Title: Days Of Our X – Chapter 5 – possibilities Authors: ebonbird & kassia Summary: Chapter 5 - where do we go from Bobby at home, Storm at the mansion and Jean awol. *********** Kitty was stealthy. Good at sneaking up on people even without using her mutant powers to phase herself intangible and thus render her steps soundless, but he'd trained her and she wasn't trying that hard. Wolverine perched on a convenient stump and waited for her to approach. Her head popped out from behind a convenient spruce. "Wolvie?" Wolverine glanced at his protege sidewise, pausing in the middle of lighting his cigar. Kitty hadn't called him that in a long time. "Yeah, pun'kin?" he replied. The old nickname, the diminutive of pumpkin, and the casual tone with which it was offered clashed with his rough appearance - coarse sideburns, ax-blade blue eyes, craggy cheekbones, biting nose and wind-polished skin. Her cheeks rosy with surprise she giggled. Then, "How 'bout you write a check?" She waggled her eyebrows at him, settled her rump on the edge of the stump by him. She nudged him with an elbow. "Help the school out." "How 'bout you write a check? Girl like you oughtta be sittin' on a couple a patents worth a lot o' money 'bout now." Kitty blinked. He shrugged a shoulder. Put away his match and puffed on his stogie and then she scowled because she *should* be sitting on a couple of patents. "Damnit," she slumped; her elbows resting on her jean clad thighs, her slim hands crossing at the wrists. "I wouldn't be good for it." Smoke leaked out of Logan's nose and slightly canted mouth and Kitty relaxed further at the rich, scorched leaf, chocolatish smell of the smoke. "If we were solvent we could get the water back on and and do something about our wells like we should've the last time they conked out." "You a hydrogeologist now?" "We got water. We just need to pipe it into the house." "You clear it with the Professor?" "He's headin' out, didn't you hear? Got other mutants to train. Apparently, they really need him." He blew a smoke ring. Put the hand that held the smoking cigar on the stump beside her. She looked down at it, looked a question at it. He nodded, most slightly. She took it from his hand and examined it, glistening end to burning end. "Didn't you give these up?" "Yep." She handed it back to him. She didn't ask about Jean. Didn't ask about anything. She sat for him for a bit, and eventually, went back to the mansion. * * * In a section of her workroom clear of Forge's stuff, Kitty stood over a partially unrolled sheaf of dusty, faded schematics of the Xavier institute. She pressed a yellow bandana over her mouth while she studied documents that dated from the original construction of the house by the light of an adjustable fluorescent lamp. "Hrm," Kitty said, her finger tracing the location of the spring fed cold house which used to be by the outdoor kitchen which was now - sheets of paper rustled and slid as she moved the old designs over for the recent grounds map - the chapel cemetery? The bandanna fell from Kitty's hand as she bent forward while reaching for the fluorescent lamp and bring it and her head closer to the old schematics. Where was the well? There had to have been a well for water back then. And it wasn't by the cold house…. Kitty's finger, bitten back nail and dry cuticle, traced around and around until she did indeed spot the well. "Bingo!" "What's this got to do with Skrull code?" Forge asked at her shoulder. His breath smelled like fresh coffee. "You shouldn't sneak up on people," she grumped, scrolling closed the designs. His large, fine-boned, red- skinned hand flattened a corner open. "1855," he read from the upper left hand corner. "We've got the architectural designs for the Institute going back to the late eighteen hundreds on database." "Don't like ESRI." Kitty pronounced but he was already walking away from her and heading towards his temporary workstation, complete with desk and bank of flat screen computers and ergonomic pullout everything. His black hair, longer and thicker than hers, snaked down his back from a leather-cinched ponytail. He favored her with a dubious look. "I don't like ESRI," Kitty insisted. "That mean we're not working today?" Forge asked, hitting power buttons and flipping toggles in rows as he turned on his system. "You're the one who called me in to help you with security." Kitty's nostrils flared but she did not share that the Professor had suggested she call Forge and speed up the process. Strings of code appeared on the central screen of Forge's computer bank. He stood with his hands planted on the pullout keyboard drawer. He squinted as he scanned the code as quickly as it appeared. "We've got this water problem," Kitty said. "Took a shower earlier this morning," Forge answered turning off his system. "City water. We can't afford city water." He stared at her. "Not for long anyway. Have you considered making a donation to the school yet?" "Pryde," he took a deep breath. The words that followed were measured, even. He was being patient, and this only made Kitty screw up her face in annoyance. "I'm here for one reason, one reason only, and specifically at your request. And, you're no hydrogeologist." He ducked under his desk. He was a bendy one, managing to fit his length beneath it though his legs went on and on against the floor, ending in duct-taped cowboy boots. Kitty could hear the 'fsst' noise of an air duster. Forge cleaned his station before and after every use. It was wild. Fsst! Fsst! Fsst! Before and after he powered down. "Forge!" she yelled. The fssting noise stopped. His foot began to bend back and forth. How was she going to put this? "You've built a house from scratch before, right?" Forge's foot stilled. Kitty winced. Forge crabbed out from under his desk. Pens tumbled from his chambray shirt pocket and he reached for them. When he lifted his head to address Kitty it was doubly red. Kitty told herself it was from blood pooling in his features but she knew better. "With running water, right? And, and --" "Storm told you." She nodded. "I've built a house before. From scratch. Not the same thing you want to do." He gripped the back of his chair, punctuated that movement by extending and retracting his chin. "I'll be down in the tunnels. Don't test those security protocols until I get back." "Right," Forge answered, his mechanical hand holding the chair steady while he lowered himself into it. Kitty spared him a glance, noted the breadth of his shoulders, the size of his arms, the fluid yet massive grace of them and shook her head. Storm had her reasons, but Kitty very much doubted that they went beyond the aesthetic. Falling in love with Forge that was. Not being in love with Forge anymore - and, oh god she hoped so, well - Kitty got that just fine. Forge, deep in study, made a noncommittal grunt seconds after Kitty had exited the room. Her work area looked as cluttered as normal, and even the dust from old designs had been wiped away by the yellow bandana that had been shoved into the bottom of the wastepaper basket by the door. * * * Dressed in her super-comfy jeans, knock-around-boots that had become an indeterminate color long-ago but were still watertight, and a black, long sleeved, faded black, thinsulate lined tea-shirt, Kitty took the elevator down to the deepest level of the Institute. She tried to catch her reflection in the gleaming, scrubbed metal walls of the elevator. They looked much the same as they had when she'd first come to the institute – then Xavier's School for Gifted Youngsters – as a thirteen year old four years earlier. The elevator came to a sudden, silent halt, and the doors slid open without a sound. Kitty remembered her legs shaking so hard she'd been sure she would pee her pants. She'd clasped her hands together and smiled while following the Professor to the Danger Room where her mutant powers were tested for the very first time ever – and here she was, four years later, with a tool belt hitched around waist, strolling through secured areas like she was in the rumpus room of her mother's house in Oak Park. The spun with only a few hard turns. She left it open behind her. A maintenance robot, puttered at the wiring along the door. Only arming the motion detector so that if someone crossed the threshold the mansion security would pick that up, Kitty turned on her flashlight as soon as she slipped over the lip the hatch. Studied the map by it's light while she headed east, her hand grazing the wall. She looked to where the cameras were when she passed them, and made a mental note to service them. She's followed the path she marked out on the map, the one That leads to the former cold house, but where there should be a door, there is a blank wall. She passes the recess in the stone several times until she stops, closes her eyes, and walks straight where she's supposed to go. The stone she faces is unyielding. She's staring at it, studying it. "Hunh," she says. She finds the cave. Dank, damp. Indeed, the ground is silty with water. Stalactites and stalagmites and wonder of wonders – a path leading around the still pool. On a hunch, Kitty approaches the still pool. Phases her hand and sweeps it in the water. It feels like water. Phased, Kitty takes a breath and slides in. Kitty could deep Sea dive without O2, Danger room sessions and training with Wolverine have seen to that, so in she goes. She turns on the flashlight, takes her time, knows that what she's doing is dangerous, but she is an adventurer and she's got to go. It's a still, shallow, pool. Nothing in it, not even blind-eyed fish. Sediment, stirred by her progress roll grayly and slowly in the cool water. The sediment and water pass through her, but still she feels gritty, but strangely clean. She kept swimming around the cave wall where it met the water, because it wasn't supposed to be there. She'd alternate between taking a deep breath and walking into the stone with swimming along methodically. Eventually, Kitty got out of the water, went out from the cave and back into the mansion to get a wetsuit. When she returned, she re-entered the pool and found what she was looking for, a shadow that was really a lip, wide enough to admit someone of the size of Peter wearing snorkeling gear. Certain that it was only a short trip, Kitty made it with a pounding heart anyway. She swam with her hands ahead and above her, her legs kicking gently. The light was gradual, but there, a dim glow, yellowish, and she followed it to a still pool that opened up into a cavern that was with smooth stone. The pool sloped up to a gravelly shore. A hoverchair was nestled in stone rack and computers, large television monitors glared at her. Kitty walked towards the monitors, dripping, and her feet broke a green laser light beamed across the floor that was in her path. Dripping water, she sat at the largest chair. Her enormous eyes were opened at their widest and a sick thrill went through her. The professor had been keeping secrets. She had to tell, Storm & Wolvering - NOW! She got up for the chair, felt rather than heard the chain swinging at her for behind, grabbed the chair by the arm and flung it behind her, turned around to face a black-garbed, hard and curvaceous woman with tattoos beneath her eyes. Sage. Formerly Tessa of the Hellfire club. Assistant (handmaiden? Concubine?) of the X-Men's arch nemesis, Sebastian Shaw, the Black King of the Hellfire club's inner circle. Despite the O2 tank on her back, Kitty cartwheeled gracefully, coming right into the flat of Sage's extended foot. Foot struck bone, stunning Kitty. Kitty dropped backwards with the force of the blow her arms flung out for balance as Sage's fist swiped the air where her head used to be. Sage's second fist hurtled towards Kitty, then her shin. Kitty avoided the blows, reversing and ducking her head. Arms crossed and blocking Sage's blow, she grunted and shoved the older woman back. Followed with a kick that grazed Sage's blocking forearm. The follow-up kick caught Sage by surprise but she bracketed Kitty's limb, twisted and Kitty whirled to avoid losing her kneecap. The women fell apart – Kitty grappling with the tank of air strapped to her back. Grasping it by the hose she swung at Sage with it, again and again, forcing Sage down the gritty slope and into the water. * Storm was packing a bag when the X-Com on the breast of her shirt sounded and Forge's breathless voice informed her that Kitty was injured in the Morlock tunnel. She met Rogue and Forge in the elevator. The doors opened and the stench of brimstone sucked into the elevator. Kurt was already at Kitty's side. He'd ripped open her plaid workshirt and was applying artificial respiration. Kitty's hair was damp with blood. A maintenance bot, buzzed brokenly beside them. It gave off sparks and the telltale odor of scorched circuitry. [The clothes change is signficant. I don't want Kitty remembering what she found.] [Storm was packing a bag because she'd resolved to find Jean. She decided that it was the worst time for Jean to be alone and that the other X-people could worry about Jean. I at least want to include that but have her desire to go to Jean be continually thwarted.] * Kitty awoke on a stretcher. Storm stared down at her with concern while Kurt monitored her blood pressure. "Whuzza?" Kitty asked. She noticed she was soaked and inadvertently coughed up gritty water. "Security protocols," Forge gritted. "My fault." "Did you set them off?" Storm asked. "No, but I was at the controls." "Then it was most certainly not your fault!" "Pryde told me she was going down into the caverns. Those machines shouldn't have gone on but they did –" Impatient, Storm scowled and made a curt gesture with her hand. "Enough!" The corner of the stretcher she was supposed to be holding dipped and Kurt dived for it, casting a sharp look her way, which she missed. Kitty belched and more water came up. "We gotcha, hon," Rogue said worriedly. "In the future, I vote we don't do boo without everyone bein' informed. What were you doing in those caverns, sugar?" For the life of her, Kitty couldn't remember. To her blurry surprise, she heard herself mumble, "Checking s'curity protocols, maint'nance 'bots…buggy." Forge snorted. "Almost killed you," but Kitty had passed out again. * * * Sarah was curled up in the corner of the living room couch, a ragged yet surprisingly comfortable piece of furniture, shivering slightly. She'd heard other women complain about cramps, sometimes. Seen them hunch over, put their hands over their stomach, whine a bit about the pain. Ha. What did they know about cramps? What did they know about pain? Though the blood rushing through her body was making a deafening noise, she still heard the soft footsteps of an X-Man entering the room. She groaned, and then realized that they'd probably interpret the noise as an expression of pain, instead of the expression of annoyance it was meant to be. She straightened out, and fixed a surly expression over her anguished one. *Yes, I have bones popping out of me, but I'm not in pain.* She had seen people go hysterical, even faint, from injuries involving protruding bones. It made her want to laugh; sometimes she had. She looked over to see which X-Men had invaded her privacy- it was Rogue. "Hey," she said sympathetically. "How ya doin'?" Marrow just raised her eyebrows. So much energy was going into pretending she wasn't in pain, she didn't have any left with which to think up an answer. "I mean, ya feelin' okay?" "Fine," Marrow bit out. "It's okay if ya don't want to talk to me. Lord knows, Ah do my best to not talk to other X-Men about things." She smiled slightly. "But, about the X-Men- you can't fool 'em, Sarah. No point in pretending, 'cause no one is falling for it. Ah speak from experience." "That's great. Glad we had this chat. Bye." "Like Ah said, no one's falling for it." "Would you fall for me jamming a bone spike into your throat?" Marrow growled. Rogue forcibly straightened out her smile. "Ah'll stop botherin' you now. Just wanted to point that out. Hope ya feel better soon." The moment Rogue was out of view, Marrow gave in and emitted a body-wracking sob. Two tears, grown fat from standing in her eyes, raced each other down her cheeks. She quickly took hold of herself again, suppressing any further tears before things got out of control. The pain was abating. She'd had worst spells, and even they hadn't lasted that long. "Sarah?" Soft, heavily accented. Of course, that described half of the X-Men's voices. But this was the softest, certainly. Didn't grate on your nerves like Rogue's stupid hic talk. "Hey," said Marrow, glancing up at Colossus. Would he go, and then another person come, and then another and another until she finally broke into a sobbing heap and babbled about childhood traumas, just so they'd stop? "Are you in too much pain to put up with a little conversation right now?" "Not in any pain," she denied. "Hmm." Rogue's word echoed in Marrow's mind. *Not fooling anyone.* Marrow had long ago decided she perferred the men on the team to the women. It was a close call, seeing as how X-males got her people massacred and the X-females ripped her heart out, but what it came down to was that the males were less likely to ask searching questions about her feelings. "I was going on a drive. To search for inspiration. Would you care to accompany me?" Marrow scowled at this bit of kindness, and was debating whether to give into temptation and agree, or reply scathingly, when Kitty rushed into the room. An endless stream of X-Men, indeed. *They're trying to break you, girl. Yep. All this is just to torment you.* "Hey, Sarah," Shadowcat said breathlessly, "Piotr, I need, need, *need* your help. There has been a slight mishap involving large, heavy pieces of the mansion." Colossus glanced quickly, covertly, at Marrow. "Sarah and I were about to go out..." he began. The look he gave Kitty was pregnant with meaning, Marrow suspected, but she had no idea what sort of meaning. Probably bad. For her. "Uh- well, uh." From the look in Shadowcat's eyes, the lump of mushy grey matter which lay beneath her skull was putting in its share of work trying to translate Colossus' hidden message. It comforted Sarah a little to see that she was also confused. "I guess it can wait," Kitty said at last. "Are you sure?" said Colossus softly. Always softly. Even when he was angry. "Positive." Kitty flashed a bright smile, and disappeared out the entranceway. Colossus turned back to Marrow, and said apologetically, "I'm afraid I spoke out of turn. *Are* you and I about to go out?" *Sometimes, you just have to humor them.* "Fine," she said, sticking out her lower lip. He smiled. *You can't fool 'em, Sarah.* Marrow sighed, a sigh of resignation more than anything else. *No one's falling for it.* * * * The three people eating dinner at the kitchen table were absolutely silent, the only noises those repulsive eating noises that TVs were invented to cover up. But the Drakes didn't eat in front of the TV, oh, no. Never mind the silences it would've filled. Never mind that, right now, you could've cut through the tension in the room with a knife. Well, not the knives you had set the table with. Couldn't cut through a thing with those, as Bobby had found from the ages of eleven to fourteen- his knife-experimenation days. Not wood, not plastic, not human flesh. So, the question was, how did they cut through Maddy Drake's cooking? Bobby said something complimentary about the food, and Maddy thanked him graciously. Bobby briefly mulled over a mental image of him leaping up and launching into a dramatic monologue about keeping secrets from your nearest and dearest, and betrayal, and stuff like that. He asked for his father to pass the mashed potatoes. It wasn't that he could blame his mom for wanting to have an affair, not at all. Sickening reflection, but there it was. Bobby Drake knew exactly how unpleasant living with William Drake could get. Then again, who knew what unpleasantnesses his mom had borne the brunt of? Maybe he didn't know the half of it. His mom had never had the opportunities of escape her son had been prevented with. That is irrelevant, he told himself. All his faith in her had just been undermined, and her motives were completey irrelevant. She had shattered his image of her as the perfect mother. You just shouldn't *do* that to your son. "Pass the barbecue sauce, please." "Drenching perfectly good steak in barbecue sauce," sighed William Drake. "It's obscene. Save the barbecue sauce for the barbecue, boy." "I could use ketchup," Bobby suggested brightly. His dad, the meat purist, flinched at his son's depravity and handed him the barbecue sauce. "Anyhoo, I was thinking of maybe going up to see some of my old Dartmouth buddies tomorrow. 'Kay by all of you?" William bobbed his head disinterestedly. Maddy rested her chin in her hand and asked, "What do you *tell* them, Bobby?" "Oh, just that I'm a superhero and save the world regularly, that I've combatted evil and won about a zillion times, and that my average working day involves being surrounded by beautiful women in spandex." His father raised sardonic eyebrows at him, and Bobby said dully, "Actually, I just make vague references to accounting stuff." He grimaced, real chagrin underlying his joking words, "I swear, I'm the only person who lies about having a job that's *less* cool than their real one." "That's the price you pay for having such a cool job, dear," said his mother. Anyone else, and he would've suspected them of sarcasm, though there was definitely a bit of humor gleaming in her eyes. "But at least we know." "Yeah. That does make things a whole lot easier." *But speaking of keeping secrets...* said the mental-image Bobby, raising an eyebrow at his mom. Good thing mental-image Bobby didn't run the show, or Bobby's family would no longer be speaking to him, women would be beating him up regualarly for using the horrible pick-up lines real-life Bobby didn't dare say, and Hank would probably still be pissed at him for shaving a line down his back. Sometimes, survival depended on resisting temptation, or, as in this case, on pretending nothing was wrong even though you knew something was. * * * It took a while for Kurt to realize that the insane rhythm pounding in his head was not part of a dream but actually the sound of someone knocking at the door at an hour so ungodly it was downright sacrilegious. He sat up and stared drearily at the clock for a few moments. It was 3 AM. Only the building being on fire or death would excuse this. No, he corrected himself, only fire. If someone was dead they could very well wait. He stumbled to the door, rubbing sleep from his eyes. "Who is it?" "Rogue," came the painfully awake voice. Kurt swung the door open, revealing the X-Woman arrayed in uniform and all the redundant accessories said apparel entailed. Kurt twisted his mouth and waited expectantly for her explanation. Rogue smiled brightly. "We have a situation, and the alarm isn't working, so Ah have to go from door to door." "What sort of situation?" Kurt forced the words out with some effort. His mouth felt like it was filled with cotton. "Um... Ah'll tell you, but don't ya think you'd maybe better put something on first?" Kurt glanced down in surprise at his state of undress. "Eh... yes. Excuse me." He gave Rogue with an extremely quick, embarrassed smile in return for her amused grin, and shut the door in her face. He paused uncertainly a moment, and then opened the door just enough to poke his head around. Rogue was still standing their, grinning. "Uniform?" he asked. "Yes." He got dressed quickly, and then opened the door. Rogue beckoned to him to walk along with her. "Please," he said, as they walked quickly down the hall, "what's the emergency?" "Some kids held up a convenience store. The police were called in, and the kids panicked and took everyone in the store hostage. Problem is, one of the kids is a mutant, and is zapping things right and left. Ah sent Kitty and Piotr in to quietly get him out of there, but it seems by the time they got there some hot-shot self-proclaimed defender of mutant rights had turned the kids' stupid stunt into a full-scale mutant/humans war. It's getting full news coverage now, and Ah gather more crusaders are joinin' by the minute. "And *that*," she said irritably, "is how a stupid trick suddenly becomes a mutant-terrorist act. Damn it!" "I can't see that dropping me in the middle of this will help sooth the mob," Kurt said neutrally, a small nod indicating his body and its odd appearance. "Soothing's not gonna work, not any more. This is a mission to save the dangerous muties from themselves and then go and knock their head against a wall until they get the message. Anyway, Ah need you to teleport us in, so they won't see our approach. Plus," her voice grew slightly less confident, "Ah wouldn't mind a little backup from someone with more leadership experience." "Ah. Speaking of which, is Storm aware of the situation?" "No, she's out with Forge, and Ah didn't think we needed to bother her. Ah need the practice, anyway. Ah, Logan," she greeted the bleary-eyed man exiting the kitchen, "just who Ah wanted to see. Kurt and Ah are gonna go stop people from killing each other. Ya hold down the fort while Ah'm gone, 'kay?" Logan, usually fairly eager to be in on any fighting that was to be done, merely nodded. He was definitely not at his best. "Sure thing. You two have fun." Rogue smiled viciously. "Oh, Ah will. Kurt, hun, Ah'm gonna have to carry you most of the way. Don't mind, do you?" "Most of my travel is done in the arms of beautiful women," Kurt sighed. "I've grown resigned to it by now." "Glad to hear it," said Rogue, opening the door. She scooped him up and took off out the doorway. Logan gave them a brief wave of farewell, and wandered back into the kitchen, not bothering to close the front door. More for this later. It's just establishing Rogue as the leader, or at least a leader. I think 'Ro's gonna be pretty annoyed about them not bringing her in for this. Mainly because Rogue will carry on so competently without her. Not to say Storm's petty, but it's never nice to realize you're expendable. Another Scene The neighborhood Bobby had grown up in did not so much consist of many houses and many yards as it did of many houses and one giant yard. With the exception of areas which contained large dogs, and a few gardens owned by botanical enthusiasts who didn't want to take the chance of children and other large, obnoxious animals uprooting their plants, nobody had fences. It was twilight, and the warm-cool air was tinged by the nostaligic smell of summer. School-vacation summer, not hot, humid, maybe-take-a- week-off-from-work summer. A summer of freedom and waterguns, of sneaking through other people's yards, playing with other people's children and pets, never realizing just how fortunate one was to be able to do so. It was all the ideals of socialism combined with the practical benefits of capitalism. Bobby and Warren sat on the back porch, beers in hand. Bobby reminisced of things that he knew were only of interest to the teller, though, in all fairness to himself, Warren did seem faintly fascinated by the idea of Bobby having a life B.W. Before Warren. "But you have to admit," Warren said at the end of a story about the scary old lady next door, "the years at Xavier's were pretty good, too." "Maybe. But I can't help it if I want to hang around the playground and scream 'Live while you can!' at all the first graders." "But we had fun," said Warren defensively. "Yeah, War, but it was pretty forced," said Bobby, with a new reckless honesty that may have been a result of his third beer, or may have been a result of his annoyance at Warren for acting like he hadn't spent his adolescence brooding. "I was pretty much depressed all the time." "Weren't we all," said Warren, giving up the denial. "Though you put up a good front. I thought all your clowning around was annoying at the time, but in hindsight... it was pretty brave." Bobby blinked at hearing his aggressively stupid behavior explained in such flattering terms. Warren took a gulp of his beer, and leaned back, looking contemplative. "Not that you didn't have your lapses into angstiness, too." "Not angstiness," denied Bobby. "Just lapses into stupidity." Warren inclined his head in agreement. "Yeah, that's probably more accurate but... huh. Remember the first time you snuck into town by yourself? When me and Scott found you, you were babbling about anything and everything- you would've been spouting state secrets if you'd known them- and you were completely convinced you were being rational and intelligent. I doubt you would've made it home without us, you were so damn drunk." Bobby's brow furrowed. "Couldn't be. I never drank alone back then. I was pretty stupid, but I wasn't so stupid I didn't realize I'd need someone with a higher tolerance for alcohol and a driver's licence to take me home." A strange gleam appeared in Warren's eyes as listened to this speech. "Don't tell me you don't remember. We took you back home, and ran into Xavier..." Encountering Bobby's blank look, Warren grinned suddenly. "You don't remember, do you? I'm not that surprised, come to think of it. And here I thought you were closed mouth because you were embarrassed. Anyway," Warren said, growing more aggressively gleeful with each word, "you know how Xavier was about drinking, *especially* for you and Jean, since if you guys lost control of yourself and your powers... well, it'd be bad. When we ran into Xavier-" "It must've been someone else," Bobby interjected. "Even if I didn't remember the night, I'd remember Xavier punishing me." "Well, that's the thing. He didn't." "Huh?" "Let me tell the story, okay? Scott and I were walking you back, and I was ready to strangle you, because you kept falling over *on purpose*- really, Bobby, you can be so annoying- and Scott was looking grim and disapproving. Then we saw Xavier, and I was sure you were in for it. I was perfectly ready to abandon you to your well-deserved fate-" "Thank you, Warren darling," murmured Bobby. "-but Scott just whispered to you to shut the hell up. What amazed me was that you *did*. Usually, when we told you to stop talking, you'd just talk more." Warren's gaze grew more distant. "I'm sorry you don't remember. Scott was wonderful. He was perfectly calm when he talked to Xavier, despite the fact that he risked losing all the hard-earned trust he had been building up." "You mean all the sucking up he was doing," Bobby said wryly. "Hey, the man worked hard, okay? Anyway, he made up some lie about what we had been up to. Walking, or training, or something. I wasn't really listening, I was so busy admiring Scott's nerve." "Don't tell me Xavier bought it," put in Bobby, fascinated. "He must have," shrugged Warren. "I know Xavier's almost impossible to lie to. You have to not only look calm, you have to *think* calm. But that's what Scott did. He even made a friggin' joke. God." Warren knocked back the remainder of his beer. "Then he took you upstairs, and stood by while you puked up all your meals of the day, and I guess he must've put you to bed, too. Most heroic thing I ever saw." "He never told me that." Warren shrugged. "I guess he didn't want you to think he endorsed that sort of behavior. And- well, I gather he thought you were somewhat justified. You were pretty depressed about something. I don't know what." "Oh," said Bobby, and then a more enlightened, "Oh." His eyes widened as he was at last able to put the beginning and the ending on Warren's story. He could remember just what he had been so depressed about, and his horrible hangover the next day. Hank would probably remember the time, too. But not Warren... It occurred suddenly to Bobby that each of his friends held different parts of his past. It was real, because they could corroborate it. *Part of my past died with Scott. Part of all of our pasts. How many days have you lost, War?* How many days had Jean lost? "What was that 'Oh' about?" Warren asked suspiciously. "What were you so depressed about?" "Nothing. Nothing important, at least. Anyway," time for an abrupt subject change, so as to avoid reliving tumultuous teenage years, "you saw my mother in all her rosy-cheeked happiness. What's your diagnosis?" Warren snorted. "What am I, an expert? I think you're refining too much on too little. And..." Warren hesitated, then plunged on, "if the woman's happy, you might as well let it alone. It's not really your business any more who she... er, what she does in her free time." "What, just because I'm over eighteen they stop being my family?" said Bobby indignantly. "No, no. But your parents' decisions don't control your life like they used to, and, in turn, you can't go around trying to control theirs." "Huh," said Bobby dubiously, and then added, with sudden, beer-induced decisiveness, "There's only one thing to do." "And what's that?" Warren asked doubtfully. "I'm going to have to follow her." Warren groaned. "Bobby, if you're every my son, remind me to disown you." "You assured me," Bobby pointed out, suddenly suspicious, "that there was no danger of that ever happening." "Bobby," said Warren levelly, "you are insane." "I thought we established that 'round about the first day we met." "Yes, but if I ever needed confirmation... God, Bobby, she's your *mother*." "Which is why I must know the truth," Bobby said dramatically. He posed for about two seconds, and then said, "Want another beer?" "I could do with one," said Warren drily, "but no more for you, I think." * * * Storm stood still by the stove and allowed the steam to hit her face, the screeching kettle merely white noise in the background. She rubbed the sleep from her eyes, and turned as she heard a soft tread behind her. Sarah was sucking on a cut lower lip as she plodded into the kitchen, and her left eye was beginning to swell. She made a beeline for the refrigerator, and unless that head toss had been a greeting rather than a method of removing hair from the eyes, Marrow gave Storm no sign of acknowledgement. The younger woman frowned at the contents of the fridge for a moment, then slammed the door shut with a muttered curse. Then, as if noticing Storm's scrutiny for the first time, she turned to face her. She stuck out her cut lower lip, and lifted her chin defiantly, as if in challenge. A number of questions sprang to Storm's mind as she watched the girl. She settled on what seemed the safest. Turning off the stove, she said brightly, "Tea?" "No." People shouldn't have to put up with surly children this early, Storm reflected, pouring the boiling water into the teapot. "There's an icepack in the freezer," she added. "Huh." Marrow seemed disinclined to seek out the ice pack, and Storm wasn't about to persist. *Rebel against my disinterest if you can, child.* She sat down at the kitchen table, tented her fingers, and watched out the window while the tea steeped. The other X-Woman hovered in the kitchen for a moment, then flung open the fridge door with one swift, frustrated movement, grabbed an apple, and marched out. Storm smiled. "I'm famished," declared a cheerful voice. Storm, still maintaining her outward appearance of serenity to a degree that would do a Zen master proud, turned her head to regard the newest intruder. It was Kitty and- Storm blinked- she was sporting a bandage on her forehead. Kitty got herself some corn flakes and sat down a few chairs over. Storm rose to pour herself some tea. "So," she said conversationally, "did you get up this early on a whim, or was it actually for the purpose of fighting with Marrow?" "For the purpose, of course." Kitty shoveled into her cereal with relish. "She really has promise. Well, obviously. We all know what she can do. But she's sloppy." Storm raised her eyebrows, waiting for the whole situation to be explained. Kitty took it as an invitation to expand upon her topic. "But I guess that's a rather hypocritical accusation, 'cause I let myself get sloppy, too. As you no doubt gleaned from Marrow's appearance." Kitty's energetic manner became suddenly introspective. "It's good for both of us, since we have no compunctions about hurting each other, but that results in less controlled, less refined techniques." Storm nodded sagely, and sipped her tea. "I'll be happy when Kurt's ankle gets better. But now I can see just how much I'm out of practice. These new training sessions were a really good idea of-" a slight tremor in her voice, "course." She looked thoughtfully at Storm. "We need all the practice we can get. Uh, how goes it on the domestic side?" Storm was stunned to silence by the idea of being the domestic side of anything, so it was perhaps fortunate that Marrow tromped in at that moment and tossed her apple core in the sink. Kitty could attribute Storm's suddenly wide eyes and tightened lips to that, instead. "I am sure that you will regain your control and refinement in battle with time, Kitten," Storm said, choosing to ignore the last question. She could see Marrow smirk as she took out a package of cookies. Kitty glanced warily at Marrow. "I hope so." She swiveled her head and said placatingly in Marrow's direction, "Sorry about your f- the injuries." "Don't apologize to me, Kitten," her voice was angry and mocking at the same time. "You meant to draw blood, same as me." She stuffed about three cookies in her mouth and sauntered out, nose in the air, chewing loudly the whole time. Storm watched her leave, then turned to Kitty. "So, are these training sessions to become a daily thing?" "Every other day, I think," she replied, with a lopsided grin. "But it depends on the number of people. I really want to train with Logan again, if only I could get him to stay still long enough to do anything so mundane as training." "Training with this group is never mundane," sighed Storm. "Too true." Kitty lifted the bowl to her lips and finished off her milk, favored Storm with a half-salute, and left, pausing to throw the apple core in the trash can on the way. * * * Bobby was half-way down the stairs when the voices reached a volume he could hear. It was impossible to make out most of what was being said, but the swear words were unmistakable. "Fuck, Maddie. What the hell were you thinking? Do you realize-" There was a soft, somewhat weary-sounding interjection, a mumble at this distance, then a snippy, condescending reply. Bobby retreated as softly as possible up the staircase. The voices seemed to grow louder in proportion to the increase in distance, though, and he found himself retreating a few more steps into the bathroom. The bathroom door didn't lock- it never had for as long as Bobby could remember. He sat on the floor, with his back pressed against the door to keep it shut. A bathroom without a lock was a better sanctuary than a bedroom with one. People were more wary of entering an occupied bathroom than their son's bedroom. The familiar tones could still be heard through the door, and his stomach knotted in response, but he could no longer make out any words. Not even four-letter ones. He hugged his knees, automatically falling into the same old position. His eyes traced the cracks in the ceiling, but either the cracks had changed, or his eyes had, because he could no longer find in them the pictures he had thought to be so distinctive as a child. The tiles used to have pictures, too, but they had been redone. There was the drip-drip-drip of the faucet, which pounded on his brain like he was being subjected to Chinese water torture. He considered doing something about it, but, for some inscrutable reason, decided against it. Maybe he just felt more comfortable keeping his back to the door. The voices were subsiding gradually. He looked down at himself, and the part of him that had actually grown up was surprised to be seeing himself here again, sitting like this, listening to the angry voices through the door. That part of his brain told him to stop being an idiot, stand up for God's sake, but the habits of childhood won over. There was a moment of silence, and he thought he heard a door slam. He wasn't sure, so he waited a few more minutes. He got up, splashed his face with water, rubbed his eyes, and then pressed his ear against the door. He opened it slowly, tip-toed out, and started cautiously down the stairs. He could hear his mother's voice, reassuringly soft though a tad distressed. Perhaps his dad hadn't left as Bobby had thought. He stood in the kitchen a moment, and listened intently. "No, no. Don't say that.... I just don't know what to do sometimes when... Yes, right." And then a breathy, small, "I love you." She was on the phone. Bobby went quietly back upstairs. * * * There was a knock on the door, Bobby's back stiffened. He turned from his contemplation of the ceiling, picked up the book resting on his beside table, and opened it to a random page. "Come in." Bobby practically melted into the bed with relief when Warren poked his head through the door, rather than Mr. or Mrs. Drake. "War, come in. What the hell are you doing here?" "Just thought I'd drop in to say hello. Your mom told me you were hiding up here. Wanna go to lunch?" "So you thought, I'm hungry, I'll swing by New Jersey and see if Bobby also wants food." Warren bobbed his head. "That's about it, yeah." "Warren," said Bobby, suddenly feeling very smiley, "you're a saint. Lem'me get my shoes and we're outta here." "Well, also Betsy said I was mopey and needed to do something like this," Warren said to Bobby, as he bulleted past to the door. Bobby waved Betsy's part in his friend's actions aside, and rushed down the stairs as noisily as possible. Warren followed at a more staid pace. * * * "Bobby, if it's getting to you that much, just talk to her." Bobby stared at Warren as if he had just sprouted another head. Actually, that concept was less repulsive than Warren's suggestion. "Are you crazy? Do you know how horribly awkward that would be? What emotional scenes could ensue? I just got a semi-normal relationship with my dad. I'm not gonna ruin my relationship with my *nice* parent." "I know, I know. But you have to make exceptions. This is eating away at you." "I can't ask her, Warren. Put yourself in my position." Made brave by the fact that he wasn't in Bobby's position, Warren replied immediately, "I'd just catch her alone, ask her for an honest answer and..." Warren suddenly realized Bobby was eyeing him with a speculative gleam in his eye. "What?" "Warren," said Bobby in a singsong voice, laying down his hamburger, "would you mind very much..." "No way in hell." "But you just said..." "I am not asking your mother if she's cheating on your dad. No fucking way." "You could ask as a friend of hers. Pretend it's not for me. Be all tactful about it." "There's no tactful way to ask if someone's cheating on their spouse." "Warren, it's eating away at me!" Bobby declaimed melodramatically. "Then you'll just have to ask her yourself. Family business." "You're like a brother to me." "So's Hank." "But you're closer to my mom." "Right. More of a relationship to ruin." "Listen, if something goes wrong, what's the worst that can happen? You don't have to eat my mom's food anymore." Warren shook his head emphatically, and Bobby looked so crestfallen that he added reassuringly, "Listen Bobby, I've spoken with your mom a good deal, and if it makes you feel any better, I don't think she's having an affair. Women, especially older women, who are cheating on their husbands tend to have a certain air about them..." He trailed off, realizing Bobby was given him a rather odd look. He cleared his throat. "Anyway, maybe it's none of your business." Bobby nodded, and looked away from Warren. "You're right, of course," he said, voice trembling slightly. "I'm- I'm sorry I even asked you to do such a stupid thing." He rubbed his eyes, quickly, and turned back to Warren with an unconvincing smile plastered to his face, and said, with cheer as false as his smile, "I'm just going to let it go, people do all that at the time, right? Shouldn't be that hard." Warren's mouth tightened with concern. "Bobby..." "Don't, Warren. Please, don't." Warren regarded his friend's ghastly smile and damp eyes and said, "If it means that much to you... okay, I'll ask her." "Really? You promise?" He answered, "Promise," before Bobby's calculating look had registered. Bobby cheered up with suspicious speed once Warren had uttered the word 'Promise'. "Thanks, War, you're a real pal." "You tricked me! You weren't on the verge of tears or anything!" Bobby chortled. "You've promised already, no going back." "There is if you tricked me..." began Warren. "Nope, nope. Your word of honor. A sacred bond." His face suddenly took on a look of exaggerated solemnity, and he pronounced, "A Worthington does not go back on his word." "Son of a bitch," said Warren. "That," said Bobby, "is inaccurate." * * * It was rare that Professor Xavier let emotion overcome him, at least in front of his five young students, but this time was a notable exception. The first overpowering emotion which showed on his face was shock, but the four assembled boys standing across from him all had an uncomfortable feeling it would soon be replaced by anger. "You did... what?" the professor asked faintly. The four boys looked at each other, and seemed to tacitly appoint Scott as spokesman. Scott cleared his throat and asked diffidently, "Which of us did what, sir?" "That was a plural 'you'. As in, using your combined talents, what have you managed to destroy, and how is the car involved?" "I wouldn't say it was destroyed..." Hank began. Scott's eyes glinted with amusement. "Try obliterated." Bobby put in, "I'd just like to say that I had nothing to do with any of this." "I sure didn't see you trying to stop us," said Warren, with a dark look at the youngest X-Man. "I didn't travel back in time and fling myself in front of the bullet that killed Lincoln, either. Gonna blame that one on me, too?" "If you go by that analogy," said Hank, "then you're the guy egging on John Wilkes Booth, so maybe you'd better let it drop." "Much like War here let that gasoline canister drop, I suppose." "I thought it was closed! I'm not the one who didn't put the lid back on highly flammable material, okay?" They went on, arguing pointlessly for a little while longer before they at last recalled that such a display would do little to assuage Xavier's anger. But it was perhaps just as well for the Professor's fearful reputation that they were distracted. As it was, Scott was the only one who saw the quickly suppressed smile that flickered across Xavier's face. * * * Storm glanced into Xavier's office. It seemed to be whispering to her, which was insane, but not unpleasant. Memories. Not all hers, but some were, and each room had a different set. Jean decked out in her wedding dress. Storm, secretly, disliked its design, but Jean had made it beautiful. Since Xavier seemed to be somewhere else, she drifted down the hall towards the staircase. Xavier and Forge playing chess, the two extremely intelligent men so pleased to be able to play a game without seeming childish- though the delight they took in checkmating each other rivaled any five year olds' delight at winning a game. There was no one around, which was wrong. You'd think the place would always be swarming, as it seemed to be in memory. Jubilee rollerblading down the hall despite being told, time and time again, not to. Or maybe, upon reflection, *because* she was told time and time again not to. Storm mounted the stairs towards the attic. Basketball, never just a game, always an event. Rogue, propelled by a kinetically charged basketball, crashing through the wall. Or so she had heard, and the giant hole in the wall had seemed to indicate that Jubilee had not exaggerated. A voice made her pause on the stairs. She turned around, to see Kitty. Kitty, a small, gracile creature, a dancer, ingenuously telling Storm that she had never seen anybody like her before, her young girl eagerness making the simple words into an extremely gratifying compliment. "Ororo?" Storm blinked away the young girl in her mind's eye and focused on the young woman standing at the bottom of the stairs. "Sorry?" "Could you spare a minute?" "I think so. What for?" "I was hoping we could try the new communicators out in some adverse weather conditions, and the equipment we have can only simulate so much. Would you be so good as to summon us up a storm?" Storm started back down the stairs. "I will see what I can do." The rain coming fast and thick, pounding aggressively on the small, sad, white-haired girl- and then the sudden rush that she still felt sometimes even these days, the rush of realizing she had caused *that*. Rogue was waiting in the entrance hall for them. Rogue, new to the team, trusted by no one, mistrusting everyone- but trying so hard. Heartbreakingly hard. She had worn green, then. Storm had always preferred the green, but nobody asked her about these things. "Storm, girl, ya gotta pay attention." The image of the memory-Rogue vanished before Rogue's amused voice. "Ah don't want ya zappin' me while Ah'm up there." "The things you ask of me! Next you will be asking me to make small, *friendly* lightning bolts." "If you could make them small..." began Kitty, but stopped at an exasperated look from Storm. They went outside, and walked to area of the grounds chosen for the experiment, though Storm doubted her ability to keep a thunderstorm so contained that it would not spread to the whole of the grounds. "Colossus has one inside the mansion, too. These things are heavy duty- distance is no problem- but I'm not sure how they're gonna respond to close-by electrical interference." Rogue nodded. "And if the X-Men are gonna be using 'em, they need to work while whoever's got them is dodging lightning bolts." Storm nodded absently, closed her eyes, and worked her magic. *Because it is magic.* The skies opened when she told them to. That went beyond a mutation. That ran deeper than any power that resulted from a genetic mistake. *Let's not get carried away,* she thought to herself, with a rueful inner smile. *You already did the goddess bit.* "Um, that's a start," Rogue said after what must have been close to ten minutes. Storm opened her eyes and looked distastefully at the pathetic drizzle she had created. "I guess the weather conditions aren't conducive to creating a thunderstorm," said Kitty. "'S'all right. We'll try again later." Storm tightened her lips and the patronization she sensed in their voices. "Give me a moment." A little time passed. It felt like a lot of time. Each additional lightning-less second was an embarrassment, though she knew it shouldn't have been. She wanted to stamp. She wanted to scream. She wanted to go up there and strangle the stupid, un-thundering clouds. Instead, she contented herself with glaring fiercely at them. The rain began to fall, fast and hard. There was a distant rumble, and then a louder, closer one. "All yours, ladies," she said, favoring the rain clouds with a smug look. "Enjoy." She walked away, but she didn't go inside. Instead, she sat down on the porch and watched the lightning and rain, and tried to forget that, for a quarter of an hour, the skies had completely ignored her. * * * "Warren, hello. Would you like to join us for dinner? We won't be eating for about an hour, but-" "Thanks very much, but I can't." "He's spent the whole damn day with me, Mom. I'm sure he needs a break now." "Nonsense. How could someone need a break from you, dear?" "Beats me, Mom. The spaghetti sauce smells like heaven." "It's just garlic so far, dear." Maddy Drake turned to Warren and said candidly, "It's just that Willy's not eating with us tonight, and he's usually the person that eats the most food, and I can't stand too much leftovers." "Ya know," Bobby went on, "I've been in lots of different countries, and several different dimensions, and not a few different time periods, and I never found better spaghetti sauce than yours, Mom." Warren glanced over at Bobby. "You're father's out, huh?" "Nothing to compare to it," said Bobby. "No sirree." "I suppose I could brush of my other engagement. I'd be happy to eat with you tonight." "You gonna ask her?" Bobby asked, looking doubtful. "Tonight?" Warren smiled, a smile that had made better men than Robert Drake long to punch him in the nose. "No, Bobby. I'm gonna make sure *you* ask her." * * * Lately, Bobby's life had seemed to revolve around food and house repairs. He supposed he could get used to it, if only meal times would stop being so excruciatingly painful. "What's the matter, honey?" said his oh-so-helpful mother. "You look distracted." "Actually," Warren put in, as Bobby hesitated, "he did have a question he wanted to ask you. Later, though." "You can ask me now, Bobby, if you want. What is it?" "Huh? Nothing. I don't know what Warren is talking about." "Yes, you do." "Bobby?" "Nothing." He stabbed his food violently, glowering into his mashed potatoes. "I have nothing to ask anyone." "Okay..." Maddie said, looking rather bemusedly between Warren and her son. "You don't *have* to ask me anything." Warren frowned at him. Bobby glared in return, put his fork down, and said politely to his mother, "Actually, I did have a question, come to think of it." He heard Warren inhale sharply, and smiled. "Mom, would you mind very much if I went back to the X-Men? I don't think Dad needs any more help on the house, though if you want me to stay longer I can." "Oh, honey, this is your home, too. You can come and go as you please. Though of course I appreciate you telling me before you do either." "Of course." Bobby smiled brightly and falsely, even as Warren kicked him sharply under the table. After dinner, Bobby followed Warren into the hallway. "You should've just done it," Warren said, as he took his jacket off the hook by the door, and arranged his wings to fit underneath it. "Why do you do that?" Bobby asked. Warren raised his eyebrows. "Which? Insult you? Or wear a jacket?" "No, cover up the wings. You shouldn't wear them wrapped up all the time. I mean, what're people gonna do, see you walking down the street and scream 'Hey! Let's attack the man with angel wings!'" Warren licked his lips together and glanced sideways, apparently at the photograph of some of Bobby's cousins hanging on the wall. He stepped back, opened the door, and glanced outside before turning back to Bobby and asking, "Are you going to ask her now, or stop angsting over it?" Bobby shrugged. "Stop angsting, I guess. I've got a feeling I know the answer already, anyway." "First of all, you have no idea what's going on, and don't pretend you do. For God's sake, you'd think you didn't even know your own mother!" He ignored Bobby's murmured, I feel like I don't, and continued, "Second of all, when the hell are you going to grow up, Drake?" Bobby pressed his lips together and didn't deign to reply. Mainly because he couldn't think of a good one. *** Kitty discovers the underground cavern thing at the mansion. *** His mom was working diligently in the kitchen when he got home. In fact, most of his recent memories of her involved her in the kitchen. He have to get her out of there, soon, and get to know her again. Lots of people got to know their parents better once they were adults, some people even became friends with their parents. Yeah, so Bobby had gotten to know his dad fairly well after that horrible event a while back, but his mom was still a cypher. A cypher who cooked a lot. He sat down at the kitchen table, since his mom seemed to like to have someone to talk to while she cooked. "So, how's the team getting along after that horrible accident?" she asked, with surprising insight. "Okay, I guess. Everyone was holding up fine when I left, at least." Maddie Drake pulled something out of the freezer and set it on the counter to thaw. "The news of your friend's death upset your father a lot, you know." "Know, I didn't. Why was he upset?" "Well, he worries about you, you know, and this is just another example of the dangers involved in the job you do." She began chopping tomatoes. "So, how long are you going to stay this time? A week? Two?" "Huh? I thought a lot longer..." His mother looked at him aghast. "But don't you have to be getting back to your team? Not that I don't love having you hear, but I thought you loved it." "Well, yeah, it's just that I..." His mother had never been his greatest confidante, but, dammit, he needed to be candid with someone. "I don't think I can do much good there." Maddie snorted. "Of course you can, Bobby. Anyway, I've been so proud of you, and what you're doing..." "You have?" "Yes." His mom turned towards him, and he was surprised to see a distinct twinkle in her eye. "After all, it's not every mother who gets to have a son in a line of work as interesting as yours. And with your uncle going to prison for a few years, I say your work here is done." Well, he knew he had inherited his sense of humor from *one* of his parents. And it wasn't his dad. "Your father's gotten to be proud of you, too. Except the worrying. But Willie's always been a worrier." "Yeah, I've noticed." "So," his mother repeated, "when will you be going back?" Bobby looked thoughtful. "I dunno. A week." He smiled at his mother. "Or maybe less." "Good," she said, with a satisfied nod, then added, "Not that I mind having you here..." " "It's okay, Mom. I know." * * * Ororo mentions not going on with leadership. Marrow and Peter and Kitty start training on the really deadly arts. Jean leaves. * * * Storm had a headache. She didn't usually get headaches. She was against them on principle. This one hurt too much to ignore however, and she was even more on edge that day than usual. Everything was spiraling downward into chaos. She began to understand why, but the knowledge didn't help much. Previously, no matter how angry, how upset she got, their had always been a little pocket of calm fearlessness deep down inside. The eye of the storm, for lack of a more original metaphor. [She wasn't quite sure if it was her own self-confidence, or the reassurance she gained from her religion, or the knowledge that she was fighting for the side of right, or a mixture of many things, but it had always been there.-C We may want to tackle this elsewhere, state it explicitly elsewhere. It's important, but I don't think *here* is the place.] Scott's death had somehow offset that little ball of certainty, though, and suddenly she could be sure of nothing. It might have regenerated itself soon, had it not been for all the other factors which prevented it from doing so. She vaguely remembered a quote- something to do with sorrows not coming in single spies, but in battalions. How true. If there was a kind of problem you could have- emotional, mental, economical- she had it. No, that wasn't it true. At least she still had her health. She suppressed a bitter laugh at this reflection. There were two particular people who were especially tormenting her, albeit unintentionally. One of them was Xavier. Charles seemed unimpressed by her leadership as of late. Of course, Ororo was unimpressed with her own leadership, but the man could show a bit of understanding every now and then. Then there was Forge. Lingering in the mansion, his help invaluable but he was ignoring her and she him but with little success. His impassive facade masked his raw intensity from everyone but her. Those eyes of his... if she could only view him as a solicitous relative or a valued colleague, but no. Her arms were frozen to her chest and her words rang with stentorian tones which rang strident to her ears. Memories of his kiss did not make her shiver. She did not wake up in a hot sweat, shaken by a very real dream, and said his name with a curse and cry when it registered that she was very much alone, and without him the night before. They had settled it. She had settled it. She had not been dreaming of him since Scott's funeral. She had not ached for him the night before. No she hadn't. She'd eaten poorly and late and was exhausted and - headachy. And anxious. And anxiety registered as arousal in her dreams. Also, there were the early mornings and late nights disturbing her. The radiator had broken, again. And the pipes had frozen, again. And the maintenance robots had broken through the roof to pull out the insulation and firebreaks. Not again, the week before, they'd ripped out the gutters lining the roof of the east wing. She was beginning to loathe the mansion. But she hadn't completely lost her touch, not at all. She was at this moment running the house on the basis of the strictest economy, and there seemed no danger of starving soon. In fact, Kitten had managed to get water running in the house. Now if only she could get her own mind and emotions back to their former state of organization. Every time she saw the layers of dust on the furniture, or the paint peeling of the walls, or the empty rooms all around, she found it difficult to repress a shudder. A knock sounded at her door, and Kitty slid through before Storm could answer. She smiled rather sheepishly at Ororo, and the older woman sighed. "What is it now?" "Well, I wouldn't be bugging you except Kurt and Peter have taken Marrow somewhere, with the ostensible purpose of doing you a favor by getting out of your way. And I think Kurt intends to do a few things in town. And Logan's down in his cabin, or hunting down his dinner, or whatever the man does at this time of day. But the point is..." "Oh, no, do not discuss the point on *my* account, Kitten. Please, ramble on for a little while longer." Kitty pressed her lips together at Storm's sarcasm, and said curtly, "Basement's flooded." Storm looked relieved. "Oh, that does not matter. There was nothing down there of importance..." "And the water's rising," Kitty interjected. "Plus, we just moved some papers and old furniture down there." Ororo's relieved look vanished. "Goddess! What possessed you? We do not exactly have furniture to spare, and you decide to move it down to the basement? And papers?" "It was threadbare and stained," Kitty began, "and the papers weren't exactly of immediate importance," but Storm didn't stay to listen. Instead she was out the door, and Kitty had to run after her to offer to phase her downstairs. *** Though there were gathering clouds, it was neither snowing nor raining nor even very windy outside the mansion, which was probably a good sign, Bobby reflected. Storm must have things under control. He made his way up the front steps, grateful no one had seen his arrival. He really didn't feel like talking to anyone quite yet-at least, not any of the people who were currently residing at the X-Mansion. The door was unlocked. Well, that saved him about ten minutes of searching for his keys. He pushed through, and stood a moment in the hall, to rest his arms after carrying his suitcase for so long. He peeled some paint off the chipping wall, and then began to scratch at it until it the paintless areas spelled out 'Bobby'. He glanced down the hall, glanced at the stairs he would have to carry his suitcase up, and decided resting a little longer wouldn't hurt. So he added, 'wuz here' and a drunk smiley face. [Come what may, this bit stays. 4-evuh.] "Bobby?" He looked ahead Katherine Pryde coming up through the floor. He was positive she existed just to make him feel immature and useless. When they had recruited her, she had seemed just another bubbly mutant teen, but somehow she had surpassed him in maturity and skill around the age of fifteen. Damn her high IQ and ninja training. "You just got back? That means you haven't done anything to make Storm angry yet, right?" Kitty asked, her tone caught between anxiety and hopefulness. "Uh, I don't think so." "Good." Kitty alighted beside him and propelled him in the direction of the basement stairs. "Then maybe you can help her without her telling you you're doing everything wrong." They reached the entrance of the basement and she added, in a rush, "Thanks a lot. I'll take your suitcase up for you, 'kay? Uh... good luck." She floated up to the ceiling, and disappeared from view. After a moment's bemused hesitation, while he glanced around at some damp furniture and file cabinets that surrounded the basement entrance, Bobby opened the cellar door and descended. Downstairs, he could see the sheen of water covering the floor. Flooding. The cellar had never been extremely well-lit, but today it was even less so than usual. Only a single bulb was functioning, and Storm stood by it, hands on her hips, muttering in a what sounded like Arabic curses, but knowing Storm, it could be anything. The water was up to her knees, and Bobby's first thought was that she had been extremely angry and created a mini-storm in the basement. The idea was immediately discarded as ridiculous though. This was just your average case of flooding, no superpowers or magic portals involved. He reflexively iced up his legs before launching into what were probably icy waters, not that he could tell so focused was he on Storm, who's very hair seemed to rise with her temper. "Hey, Boss Lady. Let me say, that even when you're exhausted, pissed off, and sopping wet, you still look divine." "Robert?" Her annoyed look vanished, to be replaced by one of confusion. "What are you doing here?" His mind went through a few possible answer, mainly flippant or joking, but from the look of it Storm wasn't in the mood for jokes. So he replied, "My mom didn't want me. She told me to go make myself useful. So here I am." He glanced around at the water. "Can I, ah, make myself useful?" "I doubt it," she sighed. "You would think that in a house filled with novel and unlikely superpowers, one would have the ability to dry up water, but that is not the case." "Couldn't Kitty just phase it out? Or would that cause an atomic explosion or whatever?" Her eyes tracked to him, narrowed. "I am not quite sure." Something electrical sizzled and snapped near the ceiling. Her eyes tracked to that. "and I really have no desire to find out." "I don't see what standing down here, getting soaked is going to do for you." "Nothing," she hissed. "Absolutely nothing! This house is the most tiresome, tedious building ever erected on this planet! And, as if I have not been tormented enough, my legs are numb!" The last statement was in a tone of righteous indignation. He only just bit back an enthusiastic exclamation of 'I'll carry you, then!' Bobby took her arm, and made soothing noises. "Look, 'Ro, I've got an idea, okay? Don't glare at me like that. Here's my plan: you go change into something dry. Then we will go into Salem Center, and sit down at a cafe, get you something hot to drink, and you'll tell me all about everything that's been going on, okay?" Storm shook her head as they emerged from the basement. "I can't, there are too many things to attend to." "Then make Kitty do them." "I had better..." "Come with me. Please. I need to know what's going on." "The cafe's around here are much to expensive," countered Storm in a dream-like voice. "And there's so much to do. We never truly appreciated the combined efforts of Jean and the cleaning service." "We'll spend no more than eight dollars," Bobby assured her, addressing the first of her concerns. "Eight dollars for a brief moment of sanity for you. Sound good?" "Hmmm," replied Storm. Bobby lead her on. He had handled people like this before. In Rogue especially. Even Hank, the tireless doctor, would occasionally go robotic on him, and Bobby'd have to drag him away and force feed him Twinkies. Of course, Twinkies probably would not be greatly appreciated by Storm, but the principle was the same. She'd be back to her old self in awhile, still bemoaning the amount of work to do, but at least able to do it. *** "So Jean and Remy *both* left. They had their reasons, but I can't help wish that... And Logan has been a great help, actually, as have all the X-Men. It is certainly not their fault that I seem unable to keep my head on straight." Bobby and Ororo were sitting in a cafe downtown- since that's where most of the cafes in Salem Center were located-and drinking cappuccino and herbal tea, respectively. They had been there for almost half an hour, and, despite her initial impatience to get back to the mansion, Storm now felt no inclination to hurry. While she was careful not to complain or pour out to many of her innermost thoughts, it was quite a relief to talk to someone as undemanding as Bobby, with no rebukes, pity, or false sympathy to give her. "What about Kit?" "Kitten is *occupied*. She tries, but her hands are full rebuilding our computer system, s. And Emma has her consulting for the Massachussetts Academy." "How's Kurt helping?" That question touched off more talk, and Bobby could only nod and sip while she vented. "Sounds like you've been having a hell of a time," he said, when she at last finished explaining just how it wasn't anyone's fault that she was so on edge. "As I see it, the crux of the matter is money." She shook her head at this, but he waved her down. "Hear me out, 'kay? There are two main changes that have occurred recently. Number one is Scott. Number two is that we're poor as dirt. Now, there's not a damned thing we can do about Scott..." She watched him intently, wondering if his flippancy was sincere, or just a way to cover his grief. "But we can do something about the money." "As I have already told you, Robert. I am doing all I can. Unfortunately for us, many transactions involving virtual money also necessitate proof of credibility, and an ability to pay back the virtual money. I don't see that in our near future." "If I were you," he said, apparently undaunted, "I'd make everyone go get jobs. You're in a position of power, Boss Lady. Use it to your advantage! Make 'em all pay!" "This is why, Robert," she replied tiredly, "*you* are not in a position of authority. Thank you for the gift of chicken bouillon in the morning, by the way." He looked a little embarrassed, but, as usual, sprang back up. After all, she reflected, Robert Drake would have been crushed under the weight of derisive comments long ago if not for his amazing resilience. He grinned sheepishly, "Yeah, well I probably would manage to start a civil war, or a revolution. But back on topic- money. Right. Why don't you take advantage of one of our many rich friends?" "I can hardly ask Warren to give us money. The Professor would agree, it is beneath us." "No, not Warren. God, you guys are dense when your pride's involved." Unreasonably annoyed by this comment, Storm only just managed to bite back a comment to the effect of, At least we have some pride. Now that would have been beneath her. Bobby continued, "Emma Frost. She's enough of a businesswoman that you wouldn't be indebted, and enough of friend that she wouldn't be pushing you about paying her back." "I admit," said Ororo, her anger assuaged, "that it did pass briefly through my mind, but sometimes I forget about Emma..." "I don't," said Bobby. Storm looked up, with the intention of catching his eye, but he was staring into his coffee cup. Poor man, he tried so hard, he always had... even though, so often, he didn't want the others to see it. She took a sip of tea, and when she looked up, he was staring right at her. She raised her eyebrows questioningly, and he started. "Oh, sorry! Just thinking." Watching her, his face broke into an irresistible smile. "And, you know what? I think the future just got a bit more promising." *** Ororo, wrist deep in dishwater, stood with one slender foot hooked behind an even more slender ankle. She wore linen, green as ice-cream, and an intricate head-band held back her hair. She was getting the breakfast things ready for the dish washer and staring out the window at the lawn. The newly laid sod was velvety looking beneath the silver of dew and the complicated shadows cast out of the sky. And what a sky. It was enormous. Brilliant with light and loaded with many clouds, Leviathan-like cumulo-nimbus and feathery cirrus tracking sunshine and weaving through blues so pale they almost weren't. Far in the east distance the sky was powerful with white and gray. Ororo stared out without expectation, so large the inarticulate feeling in her heart. The creak of Remy's new leather jacket gave away his entrance. He had returned the day before and his presence had added to general contentedness Ororo was feeling since Bobby had gotten a loan. Remy leaned his arms on the counter beside the double-sink and said, "What's up, p'tite?" "It is a good morning. Or perhaps the end of a good evening?" Ororo asked. "Non," Remy replied. "Perfect day f' a ride. Your doing?" "No." She rinsed dishes and stacked them in the second sink. "Do you remember climbing the twin arches on a day such as this?" "You couldn't tell if the sky was gonna split open water on us or not!" Ororo did not like to be reminded of the limitations of her second childhood, but her flashing tip-tilted eyes were gentle. Remy said in an imperious and high-pitched voice, "I'm queen of the mountain!" "I was." He nudged her, "Want we do it again? Float down the Big Muddy to New Orleans?" His red on black eyes were mostly unreadable, but the curve of his mouth, the lift of his eyebrows lent earnestness to his otherwise cavalier expression. "We had us some grand times, cherie." Lifting a glass from the water and shaking it out, her smile widening Ororo said, "I thought you had forgotten." Straightening, Remy lifted his hands in a half shrug Ororo couldn't read. They made quick work of the plates and silverware. Remy humming a zydeco melody, Ororo moving her head to the rhythm of the song, but otherwise standing still; but Remy, the same man who made her waltz to a rock song because he claimed it was the only step he knew, let his slim hips rock with the tune. "We had us some real good times, Stormy," Remy said leaning down to pull open the dish washer door. "But not to be repeated, I am afraid." Gambit stopped what he was doing, leaned a hand on his knee. "Afraid. You used to never say dat word when it was just you and me." "I was." "Non. Frightened. Dat the word you used." They both had been. "But you were with me," Ororo said, her voice was softer still. The glass she held in her hand, stayed in her hand. "It's not so far away, Stormy. New Orleans." Gambit took the glass from her, stood it in his sink. "Lot's of laughs. A little trouble..." he had his game grin on, wicked and sweet all at once. "Laissez les bons temps rouler?" "Oui." "I cannot." "Stormy-" "And do not call me by --- must I say it in French? Ki- swahili? Skrull?" Remy stood there, the dishtowel twisting in his gloved hand. His finely cut mouth turned down at the sides in a true frown. "And save your pout for someone else." His hand darted low. Her wet hand deflected the slap. "You dare?" Once, twice, the twisted up dish-towel flicked forward. Caught her on the thigh before Ororo snatched it still. "Enough!" she cried. Pulling hard Remy demanded, "Whatcha gon' do-" he let go - "if I do it again?" "You dare not," she said, laughing, blocking his hands, but he was singing, voiced cracked and wavery, "I'm Remy the rake, I yem, I yem," and caught her good and stinging on her ass. Ororo grabbed for him, Remy scooted back on his toes, flinging his arms up into the air, twisting at the hip. Whirling, Ororo fell forward, and grabbed for the table. Spit hair out of her mouth. Their eyes locked. His, brilliant sherry centered black, were laughing. He had her headband in his grip. "Impossible man!" Grinning Remy dashed out the door. Hard on his heels, Ororo followed. The door swung shut behind them catching the hem of her skirt. There was a rude noise of woven threads parting. Then nothing but old kitchen sounds. Water dripping from the faucets into the sink. The click time-pieces keeping time. The slide of a magnet down the refrigerator door. The thrum of the refrigerator. The swush of the opening dining room door. "Hello?" said a light voice and Bobby entered. Spotting the dropped dishtowel on the floor, picked it up and walked over to the window. He looked out, and whistled at what he saw. Gambit dancing like a monkey, on the green lawn, waving a complicated headband at the normally elegant Storm. Her hair was a torrent of white, blowing every which way, her mouth furious with imprecations. She was as fast if not as sleek as Gambit, her narrow dress interfering with her natural grace. Sunshine flashing off the bangle around her ankle and her bare feet twisting and digging in the grass. No bra of course. He had noticed quite some time ago that Storm rarely wore a bra. Not that he minded in the least. Stretching so he could keep Storm and Gambit in view, Bobby got a mug down from the cabinet, rinsed it in the tap. He winced as Storm's feet tangled in her sun-dress. Chuckled as she fell. Quick, she pushed herself up by her hands and swung both legs into the back of Gambit's knees. Gambit dropped. Bobby laughed out loud. Storm pulled herself atop Gambit and pinned his hands to the ground. The two lay there for what seemed like an awfully long time. They hugged. Bobby turned his back to the window, biting down a bit of envious wistfulness, and reached over for the Mr. Coffee, and poured himself the muddy last of what looked like the morning's first brew. He took a sip. "Yagh." He sniffed the cup and took another. No improvement over the last sip, but hell, it was caffeine, and that was enough for him. The outside door was pulled open and the Storm Bobby knew re-entered. For maybe half a second, no more than that, she was supermodel superhero, too sexy for the kitchen and everything in it. Standing tall with a deadly tilt to her hips and not even breathing hard, an utterly expressionless Robert Palmer girl expression on her face, her complicated headband set perfectly on her 'glorious mane,' shoulders straight and back, chest high, neck longer than a giraffe's. A set of keys dangled from her fingers. "Hey, Rain Lady." "Hello, Robert. Do you by any chance know how to ride a motorcycle?" He grinned, and glanced at the keys again, this time fully aware of their import. "Ah, no... can you?" "I have a vague idea. But now I have the material necessary to learn, do I not?" She smiled, a brilliant, impish smile that Bobby would have loved to have directed at him. It was partially directed at him, though, and that was good enough. "I want to thank you for handling that loan. It is a relief not to have to bother the Professor with such details." Bobby blinked at this modest thanks. Looked down at his arms. Made like to look at his ears. "Of course," she added, "it also means that we can at last begin the hard work. You will help me get everything and everyone started, won't you, Robert?" He had intended to help as much as possible, of course, but he hadn't expected Storm to request his help. She must have seen the pleased surprised in his eyes, because, when he replied, "Of course!" her smile grew even wider. Then she started off towards the door. "Robert, would you by any chance like a crash-course in motorcycling?" "Why do I think you mean that literally?" he asked, following her nonetheless. ************